Einigkeit

The epitome of sublimity would be my rationalization for when i look at you, what i see A remarkably deep adoration I am dedicated to you Mind, body and soul and i'm astonished by the things you do just to make me feel whole You leave me bewildered continuously everytime you show amour i feel passion relentlessly with a devotion i've never felt before

A familar feeling, comfortable and old A worn out story, two times told His memorized look, a not forgotten boy The one made me happy Brought me heart felt joy Perhaps down the road, he'll be the one i'll marry Or maybe just an old love letter that i'll carry But one things for sure He really gets to me Whether we saw each other yesterday Or become one anothers history The boy you grow old with the one with the innocent eyes Is the one that stays with you forever Because a first love never dies

Her pale skin, a reflection from darkened eyes The way she says "love taught her to tell lies" Ideological messages found in her writing Hurtful haunting regret and drug addictions she's fighting The boyfriend of hers, encouraging pain Popping pills, they keep her sane Her feelings towards being a waste of life Pigmy sized cuts that bleed away her strife The ring that she wears to deny that she's failed Enjoying the dark, the reason she's paled She doesnt want help, but we know its what she needs To rid her of this horrible life that she leads The gut rot she feels after every full smoke How she laughs at death as if it were a jo

its like a treasure chest holding my enitire heart it means the world to me and it has since the start the most important people were met in this place and i'll keep it close to me forever, just in case it was the building blocks of my life and for always it will be the absolute most sacred and secret home to me the house that i was raised in had a tree that touched the sky a platform to let my immagination soar and help me to fly The street that i grew up on gathered both friend and foe we wandered 4th avenues sidewalks until it was time to go Willy knew all my secrets he knew them one and all although he was just a do

I love him so much but he wont be with me so i snuck up behind him and threatened to kill him diliberately They may think i'm opressed but they dont understand i can make him love me if his life is in my hands now, he promised me his heart and i'll make sure of that so things this time will be different i'll put him in a committed habitat I used to take his shit as he left a burden on me now that i'm in control we'll see how cocky he can be I am only doing this because of what he said he got those words "i love you" tangled in my head He once treated me with grace he treated me with pride until the day he cheated he ty

Oh, to be put first just one time to have someone cherish this heart of mine For someone to look inside and embrace me with arms open wide Always doubling what I recieve I give too much I believe Should I become as all the rest? give just enough, and not my best? In this quandry I am locked all my efforts to break through are blocked So unreceptive to my heart-felt pleas this love has brought me to my knees To hide and never show the pain I hope you never know For what I am I can not halt generous am I to a fault No angel am I, let me be clear but somehow I pushed past the fear I dare to hope, I risk to dream swallow my tea